thispageisnothere's Xanga

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Tue, 24 Oct 2006 22:17:07 GMT

Update

Fri, 04 Aug 2006 17:10:27 GMT

Hey yall in my last post i was kind of emo-ish. But now im fine so no worries mates!!lol!! things are getting better though every time i go to his house he lets me go to BAM or Borders and i get new manga!! Yea Buddy!! lol!!

i am not doing much more but getting ready for school! its kindof funny in a way that everything we are getting together has nothing to do with supplies...I don't even have a backpack for school!!

Laters!!

Bre<3

Sunday, July 30, 2006

Sun, 30 Jul 2006 03:44:12 GMT

Help...

Help...

I feel I'm slipping into a deep depression...

Where my father is my worst nightmare...

And my grandmother is the heroin that's never there...

Help...

My God it feels as if He is cursing me for me parents mistakes...

I try to dig up with words but words get pushed aside...

So I find myself digging down covering myself in self-hate, scorn, and envy...

Soon it will be to late and I will be buried...

Help...

But he still does not understand it is Him that makes me this way...

Him that makes me hate him for what he has done to me...

But my heart still loves him...

Help...

Every time he takes my heart and tears it...

I still love him...

I will always love him...

He is my dad after all...

Help...

Friday, July 14, 2006

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 18:33:57 GMT

I'm gonna get a new xanga!!

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Sun, 02 Jul 2006 21:04:29 GMT

Sorry!!

Monday, June 19, 2006

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 11:23:27 GMT

Off to camp I go!!

laters I'll be gone for one week!!! I'm so Happy!! I could hardly sleep last night!!

Loves to Y'all!!

Bre

STRANGE

Wed, 10 May 2006 22:47:41 GMT

Sorry...

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Wed, 05 Apr 2006 14:17:29 GMT

hey I just put Fruits Basket epie. 1 up sooo enjoy!!

I found this super sweet poem it really made me think...

This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital.

SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids

On a merry-go-round?

Or listened to the rain

Slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?

Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

Do you run through each day

On the fly?

When you ask How are you?

Do you hear the reply?

When the day is done

Do you lie in your bed

With the next hundred chores

Running through your head?

You'd better slow down

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

Ever told your child,

We'll do it tomorrow?

And in your haste,

Not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch,

Let a good friendship die

Cause you never had time

To call and say,"Hi"

You'd better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere

You miss half the fun of getting there.

When you worry and hurry through your day,

It is like an unopened gift....

Thrown away.

Life is not a race.

Do take it slower

Hear the music

Before the song is over.

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 19:05:47 GMT

Hey! Hey! Whats up? Omg! Rurouni Kenshin is soooooo awsome!! I have big news I'm thinking about getting an anime show off of youtube and once a week put a new episode of said show on my xanga!! Now it doesn't matter to me what show I put on save the fact that I will watch it before hand and if I find it unsuitable I wont show it!! You may chose from my list or post a recommended show!

!LIST!

Rurouni Kenshin* (ov ever 80 episodes)

DNAngel* (a little more than 24 episodes)

Fruits Basket (26 episodes)

Samurai Champloo*

InuYahsa* (over 100 episodes)

Fullmetal Alchemist* (over 50 episodes)

!END LIST!

Ok thats all i can think of right now! post me if you can think of more! I will post the first episode of the show chosen on Saturday the first of April!

BiBi,

~Bre~

P.S. some shows may have cursing so... please be warned!

* These shows may only be found in japanize(with english subtitles) or episodes are missing.

Monday, January 30, 2006

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 21:36:40 GMT

Hey for all that were wondering im sick today and missed school!! its cool except the fact that my tempature wont stay the same and that im bored out of my mind!! i will be at school tomorrow!

neway i have started a new story on ff.net!! still wondering if i should put it on my aff.net account. for those who are interested in reading it the link will be at the bottem of this post. and those that already know about ff there will not be a lemon in it. it might seem a little confusing but please remember the first chapter is more of a prologue and the second is the first!!

LINK: Bad Dreams?